Less than two weeks to go for the Philly Half. Where do I stand?
Well, not where I want to be, but that was kind of a given in this case. First, the not so good news:
1. The knee hurts. Every time: There is no way around it, really. After I run, it hurts. How much it hurts depends on the distance I run, which means that long runs are especially bad but it is what it is.
2. Goal A is pretty much out the window: Also a given I guess but it doesn't make it any less hard to swallow. At the current pace I'm managing to run at this point, I'm a minute behind per mile to go sub-3. I know that because of the wheather and because it's race day, I will run a bit faster that day but a whole minute faster? For an entire Half? I don't think so. If I manage to PR at all, it will be wonderful.
3. Avoiding everything that is not straight up running: Any other type of runnning is out right now. Hills, speed work, tempo... anything that is not keeping a constant pace is out in favor of protecting the knee. There is no need to agravate the knee any further but I miss the variety.
4. I'm way behind: Between the missed runs because of the pain and the time the doctor told me not to run at all, I'm way behind on my training schedule, which has been heavily modified.
And the good news...
1. The knee hurts, but not when I run: Which allows to me to run without major problems. It'll sting once or twice during a run but nothing too bad. I have found a manageble pace and form that pretty much lets me run as long as I want so I'm running and that is good.
2. I have adapted: It took a bit of time. You invariably have to make adjustments to your stride and form to protect the injured area, but when I run, it feels good. That wasn't always the case. The first few runs coming back from the doctor-imposed break were awkward and I was sore in places I had not been sore before but it's been relatively trouble free for a while now so everything seems to be falling into place.
Ironically, I seem, to be in the very same place emotionally I was last year before the Disney Marathon. Those who read this blog back then will remember I was freaking out a bit because of all the uncertainty and like any normal first time marathoner I was not sure about a lot of things. Well, its kind of like that.
Next Sunday will be my last long run. I plan to to do it using the Galloway Method at a 2:1 interval to see how that feels and test if I can improve my pace a little without any problems. After that, I will have a clearer picture of what my race day strategy will be.
So sorry you aren't where you want to be and your knee is giving you fits. I hope the race goes as smooth as possible and then you can get all healed up!
ReplyDeleteThanks Sarah. I know you have a pretty ambitous race schedule coming up so wishing you the best of luck.
DeleteGlad to hear that you aren't in total pain during a run. Just do what you need to do to get through. I know you'll want to, but don't push yourself. You need to complete this race without feeling worse that when you started! After this race, you really deserves some rest. Good luck to you! I will be cheering you on from afar!
ReplyDeleteI think you are amazing and YOU ROCK!
ReplyDeleteYou got this.
I think doubts are normal. I always try to run away before a race! Or I just wonder "what the heck was I THINKING?!" Then I do the race.
Good Luck!!!
One more thing - if Goal A is out the window - make a NEW GOAL A!
DeleteSounds like a plan to me Lori. It's hard to let it go though. And by the way, congratulations again on your first 10K.
DeleteSo sorry Frank! But like I told you in January...you are gonna do this!!! This race just isn't the race you are supposed to sub 3 in. That race will come. So instead...enjoy this one. Enjoy that you can actually run. And know I'll be right there with ya every step of the way cheering you on...just like I was in Disney! :-)
ReplyDeleteYou see how amazing this running community is folks? You might feel down and frustrated sometimes but they WILL help you stand back up again. See all the support? That's not just here but everywhere. That's why I love you guys so much. Thanks Mindy. I needed that.
DeleteYes! I have been enjoying your blog this morning as I recover from the Philly half today as well. I saw your pic with "You Signed Up For What?" and thus, found your blog. The running/blogging community is so great, we can reach new heights with the motivation we get from each other. Thanks for visiting Philly!! <3
DeletePhiladelphia is such a great city. I really enjoyed running there. Finding Cynthia amidst all those people was one of the highlights of the weekend!
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